Thursday, August 7, 2008

I the world as I know it ended tomorrow!

Date: 8/7/08
Time: 6:12pm
Place: My Couch

If the world as I know it ends tomorrow, I think I be devasted. To be in a state where the first thing for me to do is find out where my children are, where is my grandmother and where is my husband because those are the 4 most important elements in my life. If they are ok, then we together can get through any hardship. We can create a new world in which to live ans stay together. But really if the world as I know it ended tomorrow I have no idea what it would be like, wether we would be dead or alive, or just wether there are laws and a government to set rules and regulations. How chaotic will this world be a society without rules. It would be dirty, full of crime, drugs and so many things could go wroong. But honestly my biggest fear is wether I have my babies with me. If I have them I can adapt and to anything and make the best of what is.

It's really, really hard to think about the end of the world when I know for a fact that I am not ready for it to end. For me it has just started. I have so many goals that I want to accomplish.

Why does the world have to end anyway?

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